Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in demiamoon's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 29th, 2005
11:09 am	The end is the beginning The beginning is the end I skipped out on work the other day for some reason. I am not entirely sure why, perhaps it was the rainy weather. I sat at home with the computer and some tea. The day ended up being a day of reflection. I had gone through and read a lot of the old journal entries of Mer. I fished through them to find all the ones that had events with me in them. There were plenty. It was very odd reading all these. It almost seemed as if I was reading my own journal, I mean in the sense that it had brought many memories up. But then there was the difference of perspectives. It was very interesting reading how she interpreted everything. Although I am sure that I could have guessed that she would have seen everything in the way she had, I just never taken the opportunity to actually read it. Ah old memories, it certainly can make you nostalgic. Old trips to Kentucky, constant pizza parties, truth or dare games, cramming Lar into the couch, and we were all sure that “the nipple had cancer”. Good times indeed. A lot the friendships that had taken place before have unfortunately withered away to nothing. Which is quite a shame, but you can’t help but fall pre to such things. If you kept all the friends that you have befriended, your life would be a bit overwhelming. Not that I didn’t try though. Nor do blame the lost of these friendships on others. Well, not completely that is. I have completely come to terms about what my mistakes were. I have certainly grown a lot from all of it, and in the end (or present if you will) I do believe I have improved myself greatly. Which brings me to my current situation; I am living in an apartment with my current girl friend and my roommate Clay, working two jobs, and trying to pay off my debt with school/hospital. All in all, things are pretty good. My life is functioning as mature adult life should. The apartment I am residing in is very nice as well. Not very big, but it’s very classy. It has hard wood floors, and I beautiful view of the courtyard. My roommates have agreed to me having full control on decorating in the living room. Which I still haven’t taken the time to do so. Mainly I have been focusing on DJing. I have discovered that this is one of the most difficult, expensive, time consuming hobbies that I have ever taken up. However, it can be one of the most gratifying as well. I recently bought a brand new Stanton SMX401 mixer, which is awesome by the way, and I’m going to be spinning out for my first time next month. Kind a nervous about that for sure. Anyway, I do plan on making a trip out to KY sometime, I just don’t know when. I am also not entirely sure who would actually enjoy my presence. I am sure that Mer, Kirby, Lydia, and Brandon would welcome me. But as far as the rest of the people go, that’s entirely up to them. MESSAGE TO THE PEOPLE IN THE APARTMENT: As I said before in this entry, I have realized all of my mistakes. Now I do believe that as mature adults you should all do the same as well. Only then can we begin to end this meaningless grudge against each other. However, hatters will always hate, and I am sure that as you read this, that same old burning rage is building up. But try to see the good intention in it, and for everything for that matter. Also know that I do care about all of you, but I don’t plan on holding my breath for this. I’ll keep you all in the mix Link* Current Mood: awake Current Music: "illusions of time" by Future Prophecies (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 26th, 2004
11:31 am	Damn I don't have any time.. Blegh.. computers at my work don't let me type long at all. I am just writing this to inform people that I will be writing a very long journal entry on wendsday. That of course is my only day off and I will be able to go to the library. I'll keep you all in the mix. Link* (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 7th, 2004
7:37 am	Blegh.. Well unfortunately Michaels flopped, just like every other job I try to get. Went to an interview at Payless Shoes, but at the end of it they told me that they weren't hiring. How stupid is that? However I now have some new options presented. But in all likelihood I am not going to get a job by Friday. I may get one on Saturday, I may get one on Sunday, hell I may even get one in the evening of Friday, but none of that matters. Static Alpha is so damn stubborn. He is absolutely unwilling to compromise. It's alright though, I can understand his motives. Still, it makes me feel uneasy. My new options are Domino's, and Soupys. The job at Domino's is a management position. It would be a lot of work, but I think I might be able to handle it. The job at Soupys would be just your regular old food joint job. I don't really care at this point which one I get. Hopefully, I will find out the outcome today. If not, it looks like I will have to take to the streets again. (Joy!) But if that happens, S.T will still let me use his address and phone number. So I know that I will eventually find a job. It's just a matter of finding a place to stay. Speaking of which, I wonder how everyone is doing back at the "apartment". I know that their lease will be up soon, and they'll have to find a new place to live. I hope that they are doing alright. I am sure that they still hate me as much as ever. Which is unfortunate because I really miss their company. But we will probably never be friends again. Mainly because I feel justified in my actions. I still do plan on giving Cat Lady and Sephiroth 50$ each. C.T was really nice to me most of the time, so I plan to repay her kindness. I miss a lot of the conversations I had with her. Sephy was always nice too. He helped pay for things when I couldn't, and I promised him that I would give him some money. So I think I will give him the money first. Perhaps I will have Nekkyo give it to him on Friday. I can't afford to give them both money at the same time. If I am going to be on the streets again, I am going to need all the money I can get. I hope that they will understand. best of luck to me with the job thingy. If I don't get one I might not be able to update my journal often. Which sucks because I just got started. But anyhow, Ja for now? Link* (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 5th, 2004
7:29 pm	Ah, Fall. It's my favorite time of the year. I have quite a few fond memories of this season. Unfortunately fond memories comes with the baggage of nostalgia. It's difficult but I try to not think about things to much and get depressed. Considering that I have never been in this town at this time of the year, it makes me really home sick. But I am fully prepared to create fantastic moments to remember. Just as long as things go smoothly that is. Been looking for a job lately. I have had a couple of interviews here and there, but mainly have been unsuccessful. Which is frustrating because I have till Friday until Static Alpha kicks me out. Not that he is being unreasonable or anything. He has been more than helpful. We have become very good friends in the last couple of months. I am hoping that my only lead (Michaels) will pull through. I will find out whether or not that will happen tomorrow. We shall see Link* (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
7:49 pm	Blah Observe, this is a journal entry. :) (1 Comment |Comment on this)